Coined Exclusive: PatrickxBlue Drops "Anxiety" and Talks About All Things Weed, Happy 4/20!
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My guy PatrickxBlue blessed my email with "Anxiety" about a month ago. We always talk about the dark side of life like depression, anxiety, daddy issues, and shit like that. We all go through it, some of us simply express it more than others do. We all know that weed is one of the main vices that help people deal with the evil ass pest called Anxiety. I personally don't indulge in the bud. Weed makes me batshit paranoid, but I know it does the complete opposite for others and can be used to heal more than to harm in most cases.
Since this is a 4/20 exclusive and today is all about that Mary Jane, I thought it would be great to discuss the magical green plant being celebrated today.
Here's what he had to say:
When did you first start smoking weed?
When I was in the 6th Grade after school at the park with this kid named Gage but we all called him "Afroman" because he was a white kid with an Afro like a black person and smelled like weed every day.
(LMAO)
How was that experience?
It was nuts because it was a vape, I got so high it was crazy.
How old were you and did you get that 1st-time smokers paranoia?
12! No, I didn't I just remember laying in the grass looking at the sky. It was a beautiful sunny day in Houston, it made me develop a new respect for nature.
Was it "okay" in your mind?
My mind was mush. I used to think when I smoke the next day I felt dumb as fuck all the connections I made while I was high no longer made sense!
Did your parents ever find out? If so, what was their reaction?
My mom just found out I smoke this year and she hates it! She just hates the smell, but I love it.
Ultimately, how did it feel?
It felt like nothing really mattered for once in my life.
What is your relationship with weed now that you're older?
It's weird because I keep telling myself that I want to quit but I continue to smoke every day. I want to stop smoking because the high is not the same, and it kind of sucks.
Do you think another reason why you keep smoking is because of anxiety?
That's actually the real reason I haven't stopped because when I'm not high my anxiety is hard to control.
Does weed do anything for you creatively?
I wouldn't say it helps me creatively because I write my songs sober. I don't let the drugs speak for me. I do smoke before I hit the studio to record, it helps me feel the beat and feel myself a little more in the booth.
Do you think weed has the capability of making some people lazy?
Yes it can make you lazy but what you do is if you have something to do that day you can smoke in the car. Be on the way to what you gotta do so you don't change. Get a vape pen and put some wax in there, smoke on it the whole day...whatever fits you. Do it while you're on the way to being productive and living life.
Why do you think it should be legalized?
I mean why not?! People are going to smoke if they want to anyway. Stop wasting tax payers money on taking people to jail for petty grams. Stop fucking up innocent kids futures for no reason. Why not let that person smoke. All they are going to do is chill in their house, play games, Netflix and eat pizza all day.
From: Patrick
To: Pennie
"Thank you for giving me a chance to talk to you and drop my new single "Anxiety" exclusively on your site, you always keep it real! S/o to @Piercetheveil for the sample and making beautiful music! Listen to good music and smoke good weed this 4/20"
